hey jsut wanted to say that i got again some health issues. Its taking me really down and i cant even finish my paintings which i wanted to finish days ago. The pain takes my concentration and it just sucks. i was allready for a check and got some medicine but it didnt help. so i gotta call the doc again and go for another check. damnit.

I just wish to lose that pain because it makes me crazy. i dont know how much longer i can life like this... i'm crying most the days because i cant do what i want to do. Finish my work. It depresses me as hell.